Thursday, November 19, 2009

what to do???just to change u


you make me feel that i make a wrong decision to announce everyone about us.

why guy always like to do something that will make girl feel disappointed? is it a natural born or you purposely treat me that..you know you do not understand me at all and thus you do not know how to make me happy. many hint given to you, you never get what i mean. if i tell u so obviously, this is meaningless to me.maybe distance, make you never put effort on what i like, what i want in fact. n i always say you are not caring enough...

why me and your memory must have so much disappointment, sadness and empty promises?

you make me losing hope toward this relationship, AND not because of how expensive the present, how sweet the promises, how many time you accompany me , how far you travel with me? All just because of your effort toward me and your understanding toward me. please, i am no longer a little girl who just look for a couple, i am looking for my soul mate....unfortunately, i still haven found it...

i told you before the reason i give you this blog address. do u still remember? i hope it would not be too late for you to view this after some possible changing between us. i don't want to work hard alone to gain this relationship since the other 1 never realize my intention. i hate your last minute and your busy reason. Maybe you are not my Mr.right.............(even a simple msg, you always never type it properly) god is making a joke with me

Sunday, November 8, 2009

my love's birthday ^o^


my bebe and me!!!

my love's darling birthday today...i was planning a surprise for him..as my expectation, he really feel shock about my planning.even there are something unhappy matter happening but i hope it wouldn't disturb our relationship. you mean a lot to me and i will try my best to make u happy everyday. this is your sweetest memory on today. I LOVE U,PHOON



Tuesday, November 3, 2009

After 1 years,,i am back

A lot of different during this 1 years time...
bad or good? i don't know how to define it also...
i think it can be considered good that i have been cursed for my study life because i am always experience the same situation on my last moment on school...how to say?? Ehmmm..this is suck enough for me...luckly, i have " them" to support me always. sometime i wonder that we tend to be regret on something have been gone..it is oso called "missing".

i really miss my diploma life time because everyone stay together for fun, for young, for crazy, for friendship...this is always my best moment on this 4 years time..